The Struggle of my life.

The struggle is that I keep going back to my same bad habbit's of last year. I'll tell you more you about it, I don't know...

New School Year!!

I'm not a freshmen!!! I wasn't supposed to be last year, but...yeah, i got saved.

I'm really want to cry 6/5

I don't know what i'm feeling anymore, you know how I am, I think I forced my friends away from me, I forced my family away from me, and I think I even forced my GirlFriend away. I'm going to a party tomrrow, and I think that is going to help out with my depression. I think I have ADHD because anytime i'm not doing something, i'm completely and uterly sad and in the bucket of my sorrow dorwning in my past weeps formed by the crys for last weeks downs and up. I just feel this way right now. It's 3:00 right now and I want to go to sleep cause I got that party. I need to do something that envoles me with the music of my life. I need to get back to my past spirt but drop the sorrow. Peace and much love to all you that will take it from a complete stranger that you just read the blog of their feelings and thoughts, because all I write is from the heart at the moment that which my mind thinks it in the moment.

I'm loving summer but not right now 5/30

I like so tried, so ummm, pretty much the title was my update to my readers.

The night tonight May 18, 2010

The night tonight is the brink,
this faintful day is my light,
The day was at a sink,
now i'm in the sight of my link.

The Show of my now and later,
the site in the day is my awakening,
Chelsea Lately my lady of my laughter,
the night will continue on ward to the sun rising.

That is it for my life with the updates,
my summer has started and well never end,
I might get on probably on the birthdates,
I will see you in August to help you mend.

EOCT's Suck 5/13

I finished my math EOCT today, and I felt like it was all over. I also relized that when I got home I got lit. tomrrow. xD Oh well it's also friday, which is the last day of the week. All I got to do next week is go monday and tuesday normal, then I ain't gotta go wed., then all i gotta do is go in the moring for thursday and friday. Sweet! I'm going to bed, I'll see yall tomrrow. Bye.

Basketball 5/12

Today, umm, I played basket ball in 4th period today. Yeah, apprently i'm beast at it. When we was all going into the locker room to change, they was all going, {good game "Jay Tee" } and {"Jay Tee" was beasting it out there}. I'm trying to go to bed before 12:00 so I don't get caught like yesterday, lol. Night yall, i'll tell yall bout tomrrow.

school 5/11

The day today, was alright i did my presentation and frozze up like normal. Umm, yeah, we played kick ball today in 4th period, oh crap, my dad just got home, night yall.

Lit. Project 5/10/2010

That's funny that you can think one thing when you watch something, and you think it's the coolest most funniest thing ever, and you show somebody and it looks stupid as crap when you see the look on their face. Monday, today I stayed home to work on my lit project, which I could of avoided doing by just going to school cause not everybody presented today. I could of done it at home when I got home from school. I'm not even done with it and I've been working on it all day on and off. 10 slides that's all I needed now I got 13. Wow, Jt you can't do 13 slides from 11:00 in the morning to 11:00 at night. Well it's 10:30, I gonna try to finish it and get all done in that span of time. ummm, I think it's 8 more days left to go, of school. Night yall. Peace.

sleeping on my sunday 5/9

I wish to sleep, sleep forever and ever, never to wake, only if truly needed or if truly wanted. I wish in my sleep. To sleep and sleeps. Good Night my peps.

Friday, i'm sorry, but i'm going to bed 5/7

Fun day, yeah, 10:31 yeah, i know, bye, i'm pooped outed, bye, peace.

Dancing at 5/6

The day was fun but just a little bit more fun then i have then usually. The song "Cupid Shuffle" i dance to it after school, everybody said oohhhh, "Jay Tee" got some moves, he got some some rhyme. That's kinda funny to me "Jay Tee", I've been called it before, but never acually put it as my name, i kinda like it. I'm watching Cooking For Real right now, it's one of my favorites shows on there. It's still like 4:30 sooooo, you never know what gonna happen for the rest of my hour in the day. Night I love Yall. I say that to all my faimly evertime i say bye, so i guess i got use to it. alright bye yall. and yes, i do live in the south so that would explain the "yall" part too. bye.

Sorry Again, I keep thinking i did this 5/4-5/5

5/6 tonight!

Moday I was sick 5/3

Yeah pretty much that sums it up for me. I woke up had a glass of apple juice and started throwing up with in the minute. I'm going to bed. Night. Love Yall.

Wednesday 4/28

Darn it. Again I knew i couldn't do it so oh well, i gotta write a paper that i've been freaking out all day. Aghhhhhhhhhhhh!!! and i'm sleepy, that don't match. I really hope i don't fall asleep. I have to turn this in and get a good grade. my grade in there is border line right now and i can't go down. Well see ya, Peace love ya.

E-Mail Drama 3/27

I had a good day, better than others, had fun being left at school again, my brother had to pick up his pay check, and on the day it rains.

My Lit. teacher was stressing me out today and still is, I didn't get her e-mail for my paper to finish it at home. AHHHHHH imma freaking out looks like i'm going have to re type all of the two page easy in probably one hour.

Today was so windy, and I went out with my brother ( he got payed remember ) to a store and then we went to the movies. Well we were all like wow there is nobody here today would be an awsome day to go to the movies so we went to see The losers again we were 2 out of the 7 in there. we watch maybe like 10 min.s into it, and it's getting to the suspending part do they make out of the forest or not? well we never found out, the power went out. We were sitting there like we gonna go or stay cause they said it'll take 5 min.s to get the movie back up, but it was more like 15 min.s and they came and gave us readmisson tickets.

Darn it 4/26

I tried to to stay up but I keep laying back down and before you knew it, it was like 9:00 and I was wide awake. funny ain't it how you can commit to something but you seem to find some way to not do it or like now i'm writting this blog instead of doing my paper about comparing and contrasting the movie "Simon Brich" and the short story Scarlett's Ibis, I can't do the underline thing so that well have to do. Today was alright might of got in trouble in 2nd period, the coach said since we ain't wanting to do nothing, we going to do book work and start doing test and all that. Oh yeah, by the way, I realized coming back from christmas break, it's like it was a completely different school year, I know how? but what i'm trying to say that I met so many more people I accually have "friends" friends, like the people you go to the mall with and stuff like that, I mean and now we have like I think 17 or 16 more school days left, It's like life is giving me a head up to I don't know, I guess don't live in the moment for everything, stand back and realize how life is around you and savor the moment while it last. That's a little piece of my mind today. Peace. Love Ya.

By the way this is Moday. I'll try to write Tuesday "on" Tuesday.

stupid week done drained me bad 4/22

I been dozzing off all week when i get home and it's not fair, i didn't go to sleep today and i'm wide awake. oh happy earth day !!!!!! my mom bought one of those compostable sun chips bags and she put it in the trash, she said the land fill would compost it, i'm in environmental science right now and that won't happen unless we make the solid waste we throw away better for the enviroment. we could make shallow landfill and put worms in them and other composting bugs and what ever is left over besides compost is recycled or incinerated, smart idea huh? night i feel like i'm about to get caught being up to late so night yall.

today wiped me out 4/20

happy birthday mom!!

Moday's Suck 4/19

Today was okay, the school year is almost over, I just now noticed that, then it's summer. Thank god, but I probably will be living in the moment all summer and it will be over before I knew it. The weekend went by so fast, friday again was the highlight of my weekend. You know some people don't say that friday isn't part of the weekend, but friday ends the week so you know what, "bo" to the "ya". Oh lately i've been talkin to more and more new people and I like it. Peace and much love to the ya.

Thursday, March 15, 2010

Idk i just want to go to bed so that's what i'm going to do. Night much love to ya that read.
My day was good i'm just tried.
Oh and my wi fi suck, i had like 4 bar when i got home, and now i got like 1 to 2 it's fluctuating.

today 4/13

I don't know what it is about Tuesday's but mine today went by fast-ast. I was like, 1st 2nd 3rd 4th 5th 6th and that was it. I was just going in the moment, I still fell like I don't want to go to school but the next time i'm "sick" i'm going to have to be sick, really sick, doctor's note sick. I'm tired, bye, night, hi, day, peace, love ya goodnight.

The Real Morning Monday 4/12

The day today I play someday but not today, today I pray and pray so that this day will go away. The day was alright for the moday back from spring break, I'm not so good at kickball not at catching, kicking, I don't know I just let the person in front of me go so I just stood back and hope they don't get out cause then it's back in the field for me. The day was less stressful then I thought it was going to be. The time is getting away from me. Tomrrow is always better than yesterday. That which I hope will be for me. Good Night and Much love to ya.

The day was better when I was asleep 4/11

It's been a good day so far but I can seem to get away from these feeling I get when i'm alone and think to myself and this is why i'm going to cry, cry, cry, and cry and complain about my life when it's perfect. And it's now to the point where I cry myself to sleep, I can't take anymore. I don't know what to do, I wake up perfect I get up just fine there's nothing wrong at all I have an awsome day and at the end, whenn i'm lying in bed watchin tv, i fell so alone, I fell like i'm the only felling this way but i know i'm not, it's starting to enter my school life and everybody is gettin worried and that's not what i want to happen, not like 7th grade, not again. I don't want to effect my social life either, like when i'm hanging out with my friends but's it started today. I don't know what to do about tomrrow, it's monday and I don't want to go, i might try to stay home but the feelings are getting to me and i'll know i have to go, it's the first day back. I don't know. Bye. Goodnight.

SPRING BREAK FEVER!!!

I'm probably not going to post that much this week so this is it, : SPRING BREAK FEVER, facebooking-mon, going to my friends house again-tue, going to the mall-wed, going to the masters-thurs, dunno whatever goes all out party I guess-fri.

A less trilling thursday!!!!!! 4/1

I think am going to dress like a gangster and mess with the homeies. APRIL FOOLS!!!! just joking going to bed to sleepy. night.

Pissed off!!!! 3/31

I am going to sleep right now. Night. I can't stay up so late my dad is saying that, and last time I checked a heathful sleep period is 8-6 hours, I'm getting 6 hours even if I go to sleep at 12:00. The day was good, just pissed of right now.

A like Stupid Day 3/30

Stupid day, stupid day! This is it that I would write about but that which I need to do is not what I want to do. The day is filled with ups and downs, today I was scared of this ride it had to many highs and not enogh dips. Which is a good thing. Today has turned into night. Good night my readers. Night, night.

havin a funny Monday 3/29

I had a good day today. Spent the night a my friends house with two of my friends on saturday. It was so funny. Me and my friend got on some kind of natural high from not sleeping and we had a good time with that. We, and when I say we I mean me because nobody was good at it but me, started to tell funny ghost stories. Then we accidentlly took these oral number, they looked like cough drops to us. I could touch my throw up thing in the back of my mouth and not throw up. Then my other friend was a light weight in the failed allnighter and fell asleep. I have so many things due this week in school and I no where near the finish line, Oh yeah I writing this a 3:00 right now because I took two naps in a row. Smart Idea! night or I guess morning.

Mall Friday 3/26

Today was fun and exciting to be in as a human on the earth. Realationships have there way of working out problems, growing or expanding, and not following the common path or maybe a finding a fork in the road. This what happen at the mall today. I came into the mall and looked around for any friend or person I knew was coming because I didn't want to wait alone. I spotted them and them as to me. We found some others and walked around. soon after about 3 hours. one by one we all left until it was just my two friends and me. Has anyone noticed why there are always a group of three guys or girls. I was one of those three. Night. Going to bed it's almost 3:00 am

A crazy Thursday 3/25

No freaking way I just looked at my horoscope and It was right on dot with what happened today and probably going to happen tomrrow. I improved on my mile run time and It was 10.29 my last one was 11.06 and the first time was 12.08. I know beast. Walked around again with my girl-friend again. I'm slowly falling asleep right now and I i'm going to go to bed. Night.

The day 3/24

Today was better than yesterday and might of been the day of the week. At lunch like everyday I sat waiting on my friends to arrive to the table........NOBODY came to the table. I got up and was going to the "media center" and right when I got up my friend comes up behind me and said, "are you going to the Media Center", "yea, why?", "oh okay, I need to go."...........really? Then we walk almost all around the high school, inside and outside. Then back to the media center, yepi lap 1. I left to go outside for one second and then the bell rang. Yep. I had one hell of a lunch. Night. Love ya. Go to bed now!!!!!! None the less I did enjoy walking around with her.

A fun 3/23

Today was a good day better than yesterday and probably day of the week. maybe. I'm really tried nothing else really happened. night.

Monday are better than given credit.

The day was better I expect to be than tommrow but hay is for horses. No realy, the day went well and I found out two of my friends are now going out. The girl is like a 9 to 8 and the guy is maybe a 6 to 7. Yes I know why you downgrader.What is love but person's core, their personallty. That's what I look for in a person and looks are not as important as the persons act. night got to go to bed before 12:00.

I'm feeling 3/19

The day was alright until around fourth period I got this over wellmening felling of sadness, self pitty, and the other usual down in the dumps kind of fellings. These felling later to the state of depression I have returned into. A couple years back I openly showed my feelings of sadness I had with my life and my being here. My family didn't like me saying all of my feelings and my thoughts I was having at that moment. Some how something triggered those fellings to unleaesh themseleves again. I think in 6th and 7th grade was my weight and now I think it the fact that my lost of weight didn't change my actions and my social life no matter what I did to change my apperance I was and still am the same person.Night go to sleep after you read this.Night.

Tomrrow is Friday and I can't wait one more second 3/18

Yeah, pretty much. The day ahead of me and the world is full of unexpected not wonders but all the day to crap the world puts us through to test us. Told you I would do the blog later on tonight and I did. I didn't want it to be this late but one of my friend had just moved to Ohio and he also just got Xbox live. Put to of them together and it equals out to me play modern warfare 2 all night until it was 11:54, I know how do I know that. Well I looked up at the clock when I was done because I was detrimined to go to bed before 11:30 or maybe even 10:30. Alright got to go to bed or other wise I will be complete drained tomrrow when I get up.

sorry!!!!!! 3/17

Happy st. Patricks Day everybody. sorry didn't write again, i tried to connect to my wi-fi and it wouldn't connect. had a bad day today (yesterday) my math teacher was yelling at all the class and was getting really pissed. Aparrently all of us got too good of grade on the skills check and the other classes got like 4 and 3 out of 6, and we got 6's and 5's out of 6. It got me real down the feeling of disappointment hurts me the most.

I'll be writting tonight later on tonight for today.

Not as good as yesterday 3/16

Well i woke up again not wanting to get but i realized I needed to get up and out of the bed. Then I got sleepy again and forgot to get a note for my absent on friday. (forgot to write for friday) Went to school and didn't like the pants I had on but then I forgot all about that and just had fun with the day. Did you catch that, I am really good at forgetting stuff, my ink pen and my hand is the only thing that makes me remember. Watching George Lopez.....mad at my self told my self I was going to go to bed at like 10:30 or 11:00 dang I missed it by a long shot, you think so.

Night, much love to all my unknown readers. GO TO SLEEP.

International Great Day day 3/15

I had a really good day today, but it started out in the morning with all this daylight savings I didn't want to wake up. The payback are tremendiously good. Forgot to get a note to give my teachers. Probably a going to forget tomrrow. Oh, I'll tell yall tomrrow, Night love ya.

I did bigger font because I didn't have a lot of writtings.

Procrastination 3/11

Thus, may wait til later to do thy's own work. Shakespere could of said it, but he wouldn't known for what he is known for today. This said I find myself talking every single word that I type. Julie and Julia is such movie that I find copying each day taking the blogging masters of the movies. Thus, such I type my brain away and I find how smart I truly am. This is also confusing to me, to find out how you are in a relationship with a friend. Again the way we think is just a state of mind that your in for those moment. The blogs have been push forward forward a couple of hours. Night. Love ya if your READING my blog.

A Windy, Rainy, and Cold 3/10

The day is alright, but the day was unexpected wonders that each day brings to me and everyone alround me. Today I realized that I was more popular than I expected I was; finding out that almost everyone that you talk every once and a-awhile knows your name. The way that this to me and I would guess everybody else that life is the state of mind that your in a the moment of every moment of every second of every minute. The way you think is just in that state of your mind. Night, think about it. ☺

Throw Up Tuesday 3/9

I didn't throw up but I had a realy bad cough. Stayed home, 1 hour later noticed I needed to go. Sleep all day, but i'm still sleepy right now, noding off ever once in awhile. Office on right now going to watch maybe if I don't fall asleep. My family is alsome and I love them so much.
Night, get some sleep I know I will.

Monday, Monday, Monday 3/8

The day was really good, the saying is that "there's always a better day ahead" is a understatment today. Today I wanted to stay home, mom said no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went to school with low expextation of the day ahead. This the part where I go to school have a alsome day, and the strangest thing about it. I wanted to go home so bad at the end of the day. Have you ever just on random, ran into somebody that you always talk to, without knowing there were there until you poked into them. I'm tried night. Zzzzzz -_- zzzzz

Friday's drain you out 3/5

I forgot and I just need to go to sleep. I was so bored or hungry, all I ate was: 1 Bagel, 1 Culb Sandwich, 1 Medium Fry, 1 bottle of water all day yesterday. It's always catches me a night when I can't help it. Facebook had me in lock yesterday, I couldn't seem to find the little picture or the thumbnail. I must have change my picture aleast a million times. That's what I hate about Internet somethings don't work at one moment and then work the next day as I found out. Night I guess. I forgot to blog lastnight so read this tonight.

Lossing It 3/4

I'm lossing it, weight that is, my original weight was 220 lb. and now it is 180 lb.; 40 pounds light now and you know what I can tell. Before I ran that mile and got 12.08 and just yesterday I got 11.06 = 1.02 improvement. The blogging computer I use is my acer laptop or is it labtop. Everyone wants to use it because it's movable and it new. It's just laptop, I don't know if it's just because it's mine or that I use a lot. This is usually the part where I say some kind of moving message. Well this is the part where I don't want to and I'll be seeing you for a friday update tomrrow.Night oh, wait it's 11:00 Something I'm going to sleep a little earlier than usual I don't care. Night :c )

Horoscopes Rule 3/3

My horoscope said that I will learn new info tomrrow and it's all most 12:00 so I think this counts. I was always taught that knowledge is power, so the time set on my blog was on pacific and i'm on the east side. The day was odd, but I got through it. I almost forgot to write tonight bout' to go to bed haven't done my routine. So this will be one of my shorter ones so night, hope I don't wake up at 3:00 again.

Mental Breakdown Take Two 3/2

This has been a very meh day, don't know what to do anymore. I'm lost in my own brain and thinking in a million different ways. This world is spinning way to fast for me and I don't know what to do in it anymore but run through the motions. That's what I've been doing for the past couple of month's putting off these issues of mine of being in this certian niche or group of friends and looking a certian way or dressing in that makes me invisible.

Not anymore and i'm going all out, being me, acting me, thinking of me, showing me off how I think "I" should look like. I'm not changing my personality.

Weekends 3/1

The day is named weekends because I haven't been posting on weekends and I was going to post sunday night but I didn't want mess up order, OCD remember. The day went well I don't think I can go one day with out pissing this girl off for a few seconds, if your looking at this I don't find joy in it. Got a new teacher in American Goverment and I think there is something wrong with his eye's or something it look's like he's on watch stand at war and he likes doing it. He's got military background so maybe that's it. Can you believe it's March already, it was just Febuary yesterday. This is the main part of my blog is the Beatles, no i'm joking but i've been in love with them since last june I think. I like to be a under the sea in an octopus's garden in the shade. Ah ight, peace home-e. Nah, but yall get some sleep tonight. Night.

Friday 2/26

It was a great day today. That's pretty much it nothing special about it, it just went good. This week has been a long one and most people can agree with me and sooner or later it will be march, april, may, and then the summer will be over, and then schedule for another year of school. It's just a big circle or maybe it's something else like a line, duh a 'timeline'. The idea of life is amazing maybe it might be depressing even though because you get these so many years to learn, go to new places, and watch tv. :) This is funny in a way because I finding this out when i'm at this age. but most people don't find it out until there, 40 maybe 30.

Private 2/25

Is it so hard to ask for a little bit of private time like all day long every once in awhile, right. I didn't want to come out of my room alot for the past couple of weeks and I don't know why, it's just been that way when I get home. I say hay to everyone tell them a little bit about my day and then eat, then take a shower, and then go to my room and get online and get on facebook, myspace, look stuff I see on tv, type this blog, and then go to bed, that's been my schedule. Feeling tried going to bed. Night. =)

Going to bed 2/24

I 'm going to bed, lol. No, just got mad and that's what I titled it, because my brother and sister jumped me for the remote: I was watching Dr. G and now I'm watching it in my room, who doesn't like that show? Today was alright and lunch was okay because I didn't my dad give some money and I already forgot, see I told ya. The Lit. essay is going good and I probably going to finish it tomrrow. That's it for today. Good night and get some sleep but not too much or your want to go back to sleep, it's true I looked it up.

A great 2/23

The day was going good until I got to lunch and just all of sudden got really sad, everyone was asking me what was wrong with me and I didn't know what to say. Then I go to Lit. and we got to write another essay; if I never told you about the last paper I had to do a research paper and I worked on it all weekend and on sunday sleep wasn't happening I felt like my papers were my covers and the words were pressing against me. This paper should be easy to type because i've been getting alot of practice in with typing this blog every night. Lost my new water bottle at lunch, I know 'really' yes it was a water bottle that looked like a solid piece of wavy water. Got to get a new one tomrrow and not going to remember to ask for money. This is going to look really long on the blog but it's only nine lines to me in the place where you edit. Night and get some sleep I hope I do.

Oh yea, I have almost lost 25 pounds and my new weight is 197 lb. from my old weight at 220 lb. : )

Addiction 2/22

I didn't realize that the confert of food would also be the coccaine that I smoke or the herione that I inject into my blood, the very blood that go through out my body. I was sitting at dinner and it's my dad birthday and there was cake. I had me a small slice and we watch twilight and after that I found myself going back to the cake and the left-over chicken, it was like withdraw from ciggerates I almost had some chicken but I found will-power.

The day 2/22

The day just like any day is good except today was the day that I realized that I was having a bad day without even knowing it. That's the part of day to day living that we all have to go through together as humans on this earth. I hope heaven has bad days so we can have our good days too.

Good Life 2/19

Well around lunch time I looked around and realized I have a good life, I mean it just hit me in the face and I really don't know but well......? The day was good and I think did pretty good in P.E. on the test. I took a benchmark in Lit. and it was easy. Yesterday was alot to handle but I couldn't put it in words.

Tiger 2/19

You know what I think it just a bunch of nonsence of him having this press confrence I it his personal life and I don't think it's our say to wonder about what he's been donig in the past couple of months. The 'media' as we say is not media, the local news about what is going on in our local community, "not did you know 'so and so' is cheating on 'so and so' for the 2 weeks?" okay I mean really. The Insider Sounds like a stalker, stay out of other people's business. I sure don't want to know and this haven't change my vision of Tiger "a Pro Golfer".

I just realized that I had a lot to say about Tiger than my own life. LOL

Sister Sister 2/18

I'm so sorry lu, didn't mean to knock you up the said of the head with the labtop

Ok down to stress, not BUSINESS. Okay, I'm still sick and I had to go to school, bad mistake i had to take that retake, but that wasn't the only stressful test. Had run a mile in P.E. and almost threw up. And you know what a TEST in MATH, i've been sick and out I forgot EVERYTHING over the long winter break and those two days I was out.

Status Alert " I WANT A JAHOPENO CHICKEN BURGER FROM HARDEE'S". Okay just needed to say that.

Alright night I hope I want wake up in the middle of the night again. Night.

Getting back in Snyc 2/17

So Sorry been sick and out of range of a internet aceess.

Don't know what to do just seems like i get sicker every day and i'm going to have to go to school sometimes and I didn't go to school today. Surpringly I didn't do so hot on that test (42), I have no problem taking a retake but, I went on spark notes and that's so hard to look a computer and read summarys of each chapter after chapter. Just been siting here looking at this screen all day doing nothing but looking up houses and eco houses...... sound fun. Oh yea looking a spark notes, oh day, oh day. Well or for me get well. Oh yea sometimes when it says I post stuff is not when I post it. Night and stay clean, you really don't won't to get a cold.

Grandma House 2/11 - 2/16

okay sorry haven't been getting on and posting

A stressful 2/10

Today to day was one of those days were you knew it was going to be a bad day. Ohhhhhhh Winner, I was right. Didn't read a book that we had more than 2 weeks to read. I got up to chapter 7 in one school. A averge of 12 pg's per chapter,and 346 Pages i think in the whole book; the only bad thing about it was that it is a good book, and now i can't finish it. "The Good Earth" by Pearl S. Buck. I was so stressed and you know what i'm the one to blame for it all. Well after the test I went to Math and oh boy, QUIZ IN THERE TOO. It's was easy though, but the end stumped me. Going to take a shower and hopefully get a wink of sleep.

Fish and Chips 2/9

Have you tried fish and chips. ALSOME ! The day is going good so far. Watching the history channel about something about the grand canyon...................................................oh sorry watching it. I need to lose weight I'm at 210 and I want to get to 160. Trying new font comment if you like it. I just got up and i've been sleeping all day nothing but sleeping all day that's all i wanted to do. I guess it's going to be a long night. I like this font i'm going to keep it. Alright peace.

Today 2/8

Wow! Made some tortia Soup and it is great eating some as i type this. But Morning Monday wasn't so bad. Went to school kinda early luckly so did my friend, so i had someone to talk to. It was a quick weekday but hay what week day isn't. Hoping to make a good grade on my test tomrrow in lit. I think i got the vocab. but i don't think i got "The Good Earth" novel i had forever to read and got to page 12. Yeah i know what your thinking why did you wait so long to read and why didn't i read. I DON'T KNOW! But the funny thing about that is i'm kinda OCD i don't have it, it's just some things need to be tighty.

Can't keep track of time

I just looked down and it's 11:30 !!!!!! How and the heck is 11:30 I mean really. This weekend was surprisingly long. Usually it's friday, then Saturday, and then it's Sunday and it's over from there. I guess I didn't think of it like that I had so many things going on but it went by slow. Watching "Horaders". Bout to go to bed Night.

About the last blog

i was typing my last blog and i was wanting to erase one word that was spelled wrong, and when I hit the backspace it went to the last page.

2/6

Well I guess i'll stat to chech my backspace from now on. Oh yea, I forgot made a video and put it on my facebook; don't what every body is going to think of it. It is 11:00 and i'm tried.

Today has been very werid. I woke up and sat at the computer for awhile doing nothing and watching tv. Then, my grandma comes over and she having a total break down because her friend that got lung cancer is about to die and there is nothing that they can do but just make fell better with pain reliefers. So after they left to go too......well i don't know where they went but after they left me and my dad played the New Super Mario Bros Game for the wii for i don't know how long and i got tried and i just fell asleep and woke up more wore out then when i went to sleep. So i went to take a shower for some werid reason and i just sat there for awhile in the shower doing nothing. I got out and sat and watched some more tv in my room. then my brother came home and we talked for a little bit and then my mom came home; well my brother was hungry so we went and got some McDonald's sweet tea and some Checker Burgurgs. Chelste Lately rerun, duh it's saturday night of wait. came home and ate played a little bit of Modern Warfare 2. got tried and now i'm talking to you. Maybe if your out there.

not good at internet erasing

watching a wierd moive on tv, don't know what it is, funny every once and a while. don't know what to do tonight finish this blog i guess. my first, if you couldn't tell. i'm not writing a paper i don't care that much about spelling or CAPITALIZATION <---- see. still trying to get my life in a good.....clear veiw that sound a whole lot better. movie still kinda funny if you were wondering.