The Struggle of my life.

The struggle is that I keep going back to my same bad habbit's of last year. I'll tell you more you about it, I don't know...

New School Year!!

I'm not a freshmen!!! I wasn't supposed to be last year, but...yeah, i got saved.

I'm really want to cry 6/5

I don't know what i'm feeling anymore, you know how I am, I think I forced my friends away from me, I forced my family away from me, and I think I even forced my GirlFriend away. I'm going to a party tomrrow, and I think that is going to help out with my depression. I think I have ADHD because anytime i'm not doing something, i'm completely and uterly sad and in the bucket of my sorrow dorwning in my past weeps formed by the crys for last weeks downs and up. I just feel this way right now. It's 3:00 right now and I want to go to sleep cause I got that party. I need to do something that envoles me with the music of my life. I need to get back to my past spirt but drop the sorrow. Peace and much love to all you that will take it from a complete stranger that you just read the blog of their feelings and thoughts, because all I write is from the heart at the moment that which my mind thinks it in the moment.

I'm loving summer but not right now 5/30

I like so tried, so ummm, pretty much the title was my update to my readers.

The night tonight May 18, 2010

The night tonight is the brink,
this faintful day is my light,
The day was at a sink,
now i'm in the sight of my link.

The Show of my now and later,
the site in the day is my awakening,
Chelsea Lately my lady of my laughter,
the night will continue on ward to the sun rising.

That is it for my life with the updates,
my summer has started and well never end,
I might get on probably on the birthdates,
I will see you in August to help you mend.

EOCT's Suck 5/13

I finished my math EOCT today, and I felt like it was all over. I also relized that when I got home I got lit. tomrrow. xD Oh well it's also friday, which is the last day of the week. All I got to do next week is go monday and tuesday normal, then I ain't gotta go wed., then all i gotta do is go in the moring for thursday and friday. Sweet! I'm going to bed, I'll see yall tomrrow. Bye.

Basketball 5/12

Today, umm, I played basket ball in 4th period today. Yeah, apprently i'm beast at it. When we was all going into the locker room to change, they was all going, {good game "Jay Tee" } and {"Jay Tee" was beasting it out there}. I'm trying to go to bed before 12:00 so I don't get caught like yesterday, lol. Night yall, i'll tell yall bout tomrrow.

school 5/11

The day today, was alright i did my presentation and frozze up like normal. Umm, yeah, we played kick ball today in 4th period, oh crap, my dad just got home, night yall.

Lit. Project 5/10/2010

That's funny that you can think one thing when you watch something, and you think it's the coolest most funniest thing ever, and you show somebody and it looks stupid as crap when you see the look on their face. Monday, today I stayed home to work on my lit project, which I could of avoided doing by just going to school cause not everybody presented today. I could of done it at home when I got home from school. I'm not even done with it and I've been working on it all day on and off. 10 slides that's all I needed now I got 13. Wow, Jt you can't do 13 slides from 11:00 in the morning to 11:00 at night. Well it's 10:30, I gonna try to finish it and get all done in that span of time. ummm, I think it's 8 more days left to go, of school. Night yall. Peace.

sleeping on my sunday 5/9

I wish to sleep, sleep forever and ever, never to wake, only if truly needed or if truly wanted. I wish in my sleep. To sleep and sleeps. Good Night my peps.

Friday, i'm sorry, but i'm going to bed 5/7

Fun day, yeah, 10:31 yeah, i know, bye, i'm pooped outed, bye, peace.

Dancing at 5/6

The day was fun but just a little bit more fun then i have then usually. The song "Cupid Shuffle" i dance to it after school, everybody said oohhhh, "Jay Tee" got some moves, he got some some rhyme. That's kinda funny to me "Jay Tee", I've been called it before, but never acually put it as my name, i kinda like it. I'm watching Cooking For Real right now, it's one of my favorites shows on there. It's still like 4:30 sooooo, you never know what gonna happen for the rest of my hour in the day. Night I love Yall. I say that to all my faimly evertime i say bye, so i guess i got use to it. alright bye yall. and yes, i do live in the south so that would explain the "yall" part too. bye.

Sorry Again, I keep thinking i did this 5/4-5/5

5/6 tonight!

Moday I was sick 5/3

Yeah pretty much that sums it up for me. I woke up had a glass of apple juice and started throwing up with in the minute. I'm going to bed. Night. Love Yall.

Wednesday 4/28

Darn it. Again I knew i couldn't do it so oh well, i gotta write a paper that i've been freaking out all day. Aghhhhhhhhhhhh!!! and i'm sleepy, that don't match. I really hope i don't fall asleep. I have to turn this in and get a good grade. my grade in there is border line right now and i can't go down. Well see ya, Peace love ya.

E-Mail Drama 3/27

I had a good day, better than others, had fun being left at school again, my brother had to pick up his pay check, and on the day it rains.

My Lit. teacher was stressing me out today and still is, I didn't get her e-mail for my paper to finish it at home. AHHHHHH imma freaking out looks like i'm going have to re type all of the two page easy in probably one hour.

Today was so windy, and I went out with my brother ( he got payed remember ) to a store and then we went to the movies. Well we were all like wow there is nobody here today would be an awsome day to go to the movies so we went to see The losers again we were 2 out of the 7 in there. we watch maybe like 10 min.s into it, and it's getting to the suspending part do they make out of the forest or not? well we never found out, the power went out. We were sitting there like we gonna go or stay cause they said it'll take 5 min.s to get the movie back up, but it was more like 15 min.s and they came and gave us readmisson tickets.

Darn it 4/26

I tried to to stay up but I keep laying back down and before you knew it, it was like 9:00 and I was wide awake. funny ain't it how you can commit to something but you seem to find some way to not do it or like now i'm writting this blog instead of doing my paper about comparing and contrasting the movie "Simon Brich" and the short story Scarlett's Ibis, I can't do the underline thing so that well have to do. Today was alright might of got in trouble in 2nd period, the coach said since we ain't wanting to do nothing, we going to do book work and start doing test and all that. Oh yeah, by the way, I realized coming back from christmas break, it's like it was a completely different school year, I know how? but what i'm trying to say that I met so many more people I accually have "friends" friends, like the people you go to the mall with and stuff like that, I mean and now we have like I think 17 or 16 more school days left, It's like life is giving me a head up to I don't know, I guess don't live in the moment for everything, stand back and realize how life is around you and savor the moment while it last. That's a little piece of my mind today. Peace. Love Ya.

By the way this is Moday. I'll try to write Tuesday "on" Tuesday.

stupid week done drained me bad 4/22

I been dozzing off all week when i get home and it's not fair, i didn't go to sleep today and i'm wide awake. oh happy earth day !!!!!! my mom bought one of those compostable sun chips bags and she put it in the trash, she said the land fill would compost it, i'm in environmental science right now and that won't happen unless we make the solid waste we throw away better for the enviroment. we could make shallow landfill and put worms in them and other composting bugs and what ever is left over besides compost is recycled or incinerated, smart idea huh? night i feel like i'm about to get caught being up to late so night yall.

today wiped me out 4/20

happy birthday mom!!

Moday's Suck 4/19

Today was okay, the school year is almost over, I just now noticed that, then it's summer. Thank god, but I probably will be living in the moment all summer and it will be over before I knew it. The weekend went by so fast, friday again was the highlight of my weekend. You know some people don't say that friday isn't part of the weekend, but friday ends the week so you know what, "bo" to the "ya". Oh lately i've been talkin to more and more new people and I like it. Peace and much love to the ya.