Wednesday 4/28

Darn it. Again I knew i couldn't do it so oh well, i gotta write a paper that i've been freaking out all day. Aghhhhhhhhhhhh!!! and i'm sleepy, that don't match. I really hope i don't fall asleep. I have to turn this in and get a good grade. my grade in there is border line right now and i can't go down. Well see ya, Peace love ya.

E-Mail Drama 3/27

I had a good day, better than others, had fun being left at school again, my brother had to pick up his pay check, and on the day it rains.

My Lit. teacher was stressing me out today and still is, I didn't get her e-mail for my paper to finish it at home. AHHHHHH imma freaking out looks like i'm going have to re type all of the two page easy in probably one hour.

Today was so windy, and I went out with my brother ( he got payed remember ) to a store and then we went to the movies. Well we were all like wow there is nobody here today would be an awsome day to go to the movies so we went to see The losers again we were 2 out of the 7 in there. we watch maybe like 10 min.s into it, and it's getting to the suspending part do they make out of the forest or not? well we never found out, the power went out. We were sitting there like we gonna go or stay cause they said it'll take 5 min.s to get the movie back up, but it was more like 15 min.s and they came and gave us readmisson tickets.

Darn it 4/26

I tried to to stay up but I keep laying back down and before you knew it, it was like 9:00 and I was wide awake. funny ain't it how you can commit to something but you seem to find some way to not do it or like now i'm writting this blog instead of doing my paper about comparing and contrasting the movie "Simon Brich" and the short story Scarlett's Ibis, I can't do the underline thing so that well have to do. Today was alright might of got in trouble in 2nd period, the coach said since we ain't wanting to do nothing, we going to do book work and start doing test and all that. Oh yeah, by the way, I realized coming back from christmas break, it's like it was a completely different school year, I know how? but what i'm trying to say that I met so many more people I accually have "friends" friends, like the people you go to the mall with and stuff like that, I mean and now we have like I think 17 or 16 more school days left, It's like life is giving me a head up to I don't know, I guess don't live in the moment for everything, stand back and realize how life is around you and savor the moment while it last. That's a little piece of my mind today. Peace. Love Ya.

By the way this is Moday. I'll try to write Tuesday "on" Tuesday.

stupid week done drained me bad 4/22

I been dozzing off all week when i get home and it's not fair, i didn't go to sleep today and i'm wide awake. oh happy earth day !!!!!! my mom bought one of those compostable sun chips bags and she put it in the trash, she said the land fill would compost it, i'm in environmental science right now and that won't happen unless we make the solid waste we throw away better for the enviroment. we could make shallow landfill and put worms in them and other composting bugs and what ever is left over besides compost is recycled or incinerated, smart idea huh? night i feel like i'm about to get caught being up to late so night yall.

today wiped me out 4/20

happy birthday mom!!

Moday's Suck 4/19

Today was okay, the school year is almost over, I just now noticed that, then it's summer. Thank god, but I probably will be living in the moment all summer and it will be over before I knew it. The weekend went by so fast, friday again was the highlight of my weekend. You know some people don't say that friday isn't part of the weekend, but friday ends the week so you know what, "bo" to the "ya". Oh lately i've been talkin to more and more new people and I like it. Peace and much love to the ya.

Thursday, March 15, 2010

Idk i just want to go to bed so that's what i'm going to do. Night much love to ya that read.
My day was good i'm just tried.
Oh and my wi fi suck, i had like 4 bar when i got home, and now i got like 1 to 2 it's fluctuating.

today 4/13

I don't know what it is about Tuesday's but mine today went by fast-ast. I was like, 1st 2nd 3rd 4th 5th 6th and that was it. I was just going in the moment, I still fell like I don't want to go to school but the next time i'm "sick" i'm going to have to be sick, really sick, doctor's note sick. I'm tired, bye, night, hi, day, peace, love ya goodnight.

The Real Morning Monday 4/12

The day today I play someday but not today, today I pray and pray so that this day will go away. The day was alright for the moday back from spring break, I'm not so good at kickball not at catching, kicking, I don't know I just let the person in front of me go so I just stood back and hope they don't get out cause then it's back in the field for me. The day was less stressful then I thought it was going to be. The time is getting away from me. Tomrrow is always better than yesterday. That which I hope will be for me. Good Night and Much love to ya.

The day was better when I was asleep 4/11

It's been a good day so far but I can seem to get away from these feeling I get when i'm alone and think to myself and this is why i'm going to cry, cry, cry, and cry and complain about my life when it's perfect. And it's now to the point where I cry myself to sleep, I can't take anymore. I don't know what to do, I wake up perfect I get up just fine there's nothing wrong at all I have an awsome day and at the end, whenn i'm lying in bed watchin tv, i fell so alone, I fell like i'm the only felling this way but i know i'm not, it's starting to enter my school life and everybody is gettin worried and that's not what i want to happen, not like 7th grade, not again. I don't want to effect my social life either, like when i'm hanging out with my friends but's it started today. I don't know what to do about tomrrow, it's monday and I don't want to go, i might try to stay home but the feelings are getting to me and i'll know i have to go, it's the first day back. I don't know. Bye. Goodnight.

SPRING BREAK FEVER!!!

I'm probably not going to post that much this week so this is it, : SPRING BREAK FEVER, facebooking-mon, going to my friends house again-tue, going to the mall-wed, going to the masters-thurs, dunno whatever goes all out party I guess-fri.

A less trilling thursday!!!!!! 4/1

I think am going to dress like a gangster and mess with the homeies. APRIL FOOLS!!!! just joking going to bed to sleepy. night.