Pissed off!!!! 3/31

I am going to sleep right now. Night. I can't stay up so late my dad is saying that, and last time I checked a heathful sleep period is 8-6 hours, I'm getting 6 hours even if I go to sleep at 12:00. The day was good, just pissed of right now.

A like Stupid Day 3/30

Stupid day, stupid day! This is it that I would write about but that which I need to do is not what I want to do. The day is filled with ups and downs, today I was scared of this ride it had to many highs and not enogh dips. Which is a good thing. Today has turned into night. Good night my readers. Night, night.

havin a funny Monday 3/29

I had a good day today. Spent the night a my friends house with two of my friends on saturday. It was so funny. Me and my friend got on some kind of natural high from not sleeping and we had a good time with that. We, and when I say we I mean me because nobody was good at it but me, started to tell funny ghost stories. Then we accidentlly took these oral number, they looked like cough drops to us. I could touch my throw up thing in the back of my mouth and not throw up. Then my other friend was a light weight in the failed allnighter and fell asleep. I have so many things due this week in school and I no where near the finish line, Oh yeah I writing this a 3:00 right now because I took two naps in a row. Smart Idea! night or I guess morning.

Mall Friday 3/26

Today was fun and exciting to be in as a human on the earth. Realationships have there way of working out problems, growing or expanding, and not following the common path or maybe a finding a fork in the road. This what happen at the mall today. I came into the mall and looked around for any friend or person I knew was coming because I didn't want to wait alone. I spotted them and them as to me. We found some others and walked around. soon after about 3 hours. one by one we all left until it was just my two friends and me. Has anyone noticed why there are always a group of three guys or girls. I was one of those three. Night. Going to bed it's almost 3:00 am

A crazy Thursday 3/25

No freaking way I just looked at my horoscope and It was right on dot with what happened today and probably going to happen tomrrow. I improved on my mile run time and It was 10.29 my last one was 11.06 and the first time was 12.08. I know beast. Walked around again with my girl-friend again. I'm slowly falling asleep right now and I i'm going to go to bed. Night.

The day 3/24

Today was better than yesterday and might of been the day of the week. At lunch like everyday I sat waiting on my friends to arrive to the table........NOBODY came to the table. I got up and was going to the "media center" and right when I got up my friend comes up behind me and said, "are you going to the Media Center", "yea, why?", "oh okay, I need to go."...........really? Then we walk almost all around the high school, inside and outside. Then back to the media center, yepi lap 1. I left to go outside for one second and then the bell rang. Yep. I had one hell of a lunch. Night. Love ya. Go to bed now!!!!!! None the less I did enjoy walking around with her.

A fun 3/23

Today was a good day better than yesterday and probably day of the week. maybe. I'm really tried nothing else really happened. night.

Monday are better than given credit.

The day was better I expect to be than tommrow but hay is for horses. No realy, the day went well and I found out two of my friends are now going out. The girl is like a 9 to 8 and the guy is maybe a 6 to 7. Yes I know why you downgrader.What is love but person's core, their personallty. That's what I look for in a person and looks are not as important as the persons act. night got to go to bed before 12:00.

I'm feeling 3/19

The day was alright until around fourth period I got this over wellmening felling of sadness, self pitty, and the other usual down in the dumps kind of fellings. These felling later to the state of depression I have returned into. A couple years back I openly showed my feelings of sadness I had with my life and my being here. My family didn't like me saying all of my feelings and my thoughts I was having at that moment. Some how something triggered those fellings to unleaesh themseleves again. I think in 6th and 7th grade was my weight and now I think it the fact that my lost of weight didn't change my actions and my social life no matter what I did to change my apperance I was and still am the same person.Night go to sleep after you read this.Night.

Tomrrow is Friday and I can't wait one more second 3/18

Yeah, pretty much. The day ahead of me and the world is full of unexpected not wonders but all the day to crap the world puts us through to test us. Told you I would do the blog later on tonight and I did. I didn't want it to be this late but one of my friend had just moved to Ohio and he also just got Xbox live. Put to of them together and it equals out to me play modern warfare 2 all night until it was 11:54, I know how do I know that. Well I looked up at the clock when I was done because I was detrimined to go to bed before 11:30 or maybe even 10:30. Alright got to go to bed or other wise I will be complete drained tomrrow when I get up.

sorry!!!!!! 3/17

Happy st. Patricks Day everybody. sorry didn't write again, i tried to connect to my wi-fi and it wouldn't connect. had a bad day today (yesterday) my math teacher was yelling at all the class and was getting really pissed. Aparrently all of us got too good of grade on the skills check and the other classes got like 4 and 3 out of 6, and we got 6's and 5's out of 6. It got me real down the feeling of disappointment hurts me the most.

I'll be writting tonight later on tonight for today.

Not as good as yesterday 3/16

Well i woke up again not wanting to get but i realized I needed to get up and out of the bed. Then I got sleepy again and forgot to get a note for my absent on friday. (forgot to write for friday) Went to school and didn't like the pants I had on but then I forgot all about that and just had fun with the day. Did you catch that, I am really good at forgetting stuff, my ink pen and my hand is the only thing that makes me remember. Watching George Lopez.....mad at my self told my self I was going to go to bed at like 10:30 or 11:00 dang I missed it by a long shot, you think so.

Night, much love to all my unknown readers. GO TO SLEEP.

International Great Day day 3/15

I had a really good day today, but it started out in the morning with all this daylight savings I didn't want to wake up. The payback are tremendiously good. Forgot to get a note to give my teachers. Probably a going to forget tomrrow. Oh, I'll tell yall tomrrow, Night love ya.

I did bigger font because I didn't have a lot of writtings.

Procrastination 3/11

Thus, may wait til later to do thy's own work. Shakespere could of said it, but he wouldn't known for what he is known for today. This said I find myself talking every single word that I type. Julie and Julia is such movie that I find copying each day taking the blogging masters of the movies. Thus, such I type my brain away and I find how smart I truly am. This is also confusing to me, to find out how you are in a relationship with a friend. Again the way we think is just a state of mind that your in for those moment. The blogs have been push forward forward a couple of hours. Night. Love ya if your READING my blog.

A Windy, Rainy, and Cold 3/10

The day is alright, but the day was unexpected wonders that each day brings to me and everyone alround me. Today I realized that I was more popular than I expected I was; finding out that almost everyone that you talk every once and a-awhile knows your name. The way that this to me and I would guess everybody else that life is the state of mind that your in a the moment of every moment of every second of every minute. The way you think is just in that state of your mind. Night, think about it. ☺

Throw Up Tuesday 3/9

I didn't throw up but I had a realy bad cough. Stayed home, 1 hour later noticed I needed to go. Sleep all day, but i'm still sleepy right now, noding off ever once in awhile. Office on right now going to watch maybe if I don't fall asleep. My family is alsome and I love them so much.
Night, get some sleep I know I will.

Monday, Monday, Monday 3/8

The day was really good, the saying is that "there's always a better day ahead" is a understatment today. Today I wanted to stay home, mom said no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went to school with low expextation of the day ahead. This the part where I go to school have a alsome day, and the strangest thing about it. I wanted to go home so bad at the end of the day. Have you ever just on random, ran into somebody that you always talk to, without knowing there were there until you poked into them. I'm tried night. Zzzzzz -_- zzzzz

Friday's drain you out 3/5

I forgot and I just need to go to sleep. I was so bored or hungry, all I ate was: 1 Bagel, 1 Culb Sandwich, 1 Medium Fry, 1 bottle of water all day yesterday. It's always catches me a night when I can't help it. Facebook had me in lock yesterday, I couldn't seem to find the little picture or the thumbnail. I must have change my picture aleast a million times. That's what I hate about Internet somethings don't work at one moment and then work the next day as I found out. Night I guess. I forgot to blog lastnight so read this tonight.

Lossing It 3/4

I'm lossing it, weight that is, my original weight was 220 lb. and now it is 180 lb.; 40 pounds light now and you know what I can tell. Before I ran that mile and got 12.08 and just yesterday I got 11.06 = 1.02 improvement. The blogging computer I use is my acer laptop or is it labtop. Everyone wants to use it because it's movable and it new. It's just laptop, I don't know if it's just because it's mine or that I use a lot. This is usually the part where I say some kind of moving message. Well this is the part where I don't want to and I'll be seeing you for a friday update tomrrow.Night oh, wait it's 11:00 Something I'm going to sleep a little earlier than usual I don't care. Night :c )

Horoscopes Rule 3/3

My horoscope said that I will learn new info tomrrow and it's all most 12:00 so I think this counts. I was always taught that knowledge is power, so the time set on my blog was on pacific and i'm on the east side. The day was odd, but I got through it. I almost forgot to write tonight bout' to go to bed haven't done my routine. So this will be one of my shorter ones so night, hope I don't wake up at 3:00 again.

Mental Breakdown Take Two 3/2

This has been a very meh day, don't know what to do anymore. I'm lost in my own brain and thinking in a million different ways. This world is spinning way to fast for me and I don't know what to do in it anymore but run through the motions. That's what I've been doing for the past couple of month's putting off these issues of mine of being in this certian niche or group of friends and looking a certian way or dressing in that makes me invisible.

Not anymore and i'm going all out, being me, acting me, thinking of me, showing me off how I think "I" should look like. I'm not changing my personality.

Weekends 3/1

The day is named weekends because I haven't been posting on weekends and I was going to post sunday night but I didn't want mess up order, OCD remember. The day went well I don't think I can go one day with out pissing this girl off for a few seconds, if your looking at this I don't find joy in it. Got a new teacher in American Goverment and I think there is something wrong with his eye's or something it look's like he's on watch stand at war and he likes doing it. He's got military background so maybe that's it. Can you believe it's March already, it was just Febuary yesterday. This is the main part of my blog is the Beatles, no i'm joking but i've been in love with them since last june I think. I like to be a under the sea in an octopus's garden in the shade. Ah ight, peace home-e. Nah, but yall get some sleep tonight. Night.