I'm feeling 3/19

The day was alright until around fourth period I got this over wellmening felling of sadness, self pitty, and the other usual down in the dumps kind of fellings. These felling later to the state of depression I have returned into. A couple years back I openly showed my feelings of sadness I had with my life and my being here. My family didn't like me saying all of my feelings and my thoughts I was having at that moment. Some how something triggered those fellings to unleaesh themseleves again. I think in 6th and 7th grade was my weight and now I think it the fact that my lost of weight didn't change my actions and my social life no matter what I did to change my apperance I was and still am the same person.Night go to sleep after you read this.Night.