The day was better when I was asleep 4/11

It's been a good day so far but I can seem to get away from these feeling I get when i'm alone and think to myself and this is why i'm going to cry, cry, cry, and cry and complain about my life when it's perfect. And it's now to the point where I cry myself to sleep, I can't take anymore. I don't know what to do, I wake up perfect I get up just fine there's nothing wrong at all I have an awsome day and at the end, whenn i'm lying in bed watchin tv, i fell so alone, I fell like i'm the only felling this way but i know i'm not, it's starting to enter my school life and everybody is gettin worried and that's not what i want to happen, not like 7th grade, not again. I don't want to effect my social life either, like when i'm hanging out with my friends but's it started today. I don't know what to do about tomrrow, it's monday and I don't want to go, i might try to stay home but the feelings are getting to me and i'll know i have to go, it's the first day back. I don't know. Bye. Goodnight.